Family

Well I just don't know where to start.....my heart is breaking.......
To start my Facebook got hacked into last night in between the hours of 3am and 1030am and sent a few messages out to a few of my friends. One was to a mutual contact of me and my sister. Now let me remind everyone that my sister holds grudges against me forever, and I mean forever! This message I guess contain some info that she talked to me about on Sunday and she doesn't believe me that it was a hacker, she said that hackers are only computers and if they are human they wouldn't know they if info that she told me. Which isn't true. Hackers can HACK into anything that they want to hence the name. They Hacked into our bank acct over 3 or 4 times not a computer either and took money out each time and not small amounts. I have had my Identity stolen by hackers they can do whatever they want to, but she believes these friends over her own sister. She was just going on and on about she cant believe that I lied to her, when I didn't, and how I cause drama, I HATE drama, this is why I am not friends with certain people! So after everything I have done for her everything I have out up with for her she still believes water over blood! If it wasn't for her and my moms dad I would have been dead many years ago and not many know this, back in high school I think junior year my mom was drunk like always and we got into a fight and I just wanted to die, so I took a knife to my wrist and I started to cut but I couldn't do it because I thought of them, they were my world, my everything! What would Lyndsey do without me is what I thought she would have to put up with my mother without me and I couldn't have her do that, and then my grandfather oh I loved him so much I couldn't leave him I wanted to be around with for every waking minute that he was. That wasn't the last time I tried killing myself because of my mother. So getting back on track to why my heart is breaking.....I get a text from Lyndsey around 1030am asking what I said to this individual and I said nothing I am in bed. From there it just got worse....it is even more clear to me where I stand in this family and what I have to do. I have cut my ties with them, they are toxic to me and my marriage, my life, my health. I am going to write a letter tonight to my parents telling them that I and my husband wont be coming around a whole lot and when we have the room we will get our stuff out of the playhouse, till then I need to keep it cool and I cant say anything about my mom's drinking or anything else, but after that I will drop a bombshell on them and that is when I will cut my ties with them and wipe my hands clean and start a healthy life without them in it. I cant do this anymore. It hurts and I wont say it doenst it hurt very bad, but they don't love me unconditionally, they love me when it is convenient for them and that is not love at all. As for the rest of my family out there I just wish you were closer or I were closer to you I really need you right now and always!!! I miss you so much!!!